It has been quite sometime since I’ve done anything with this. No posts — and to be honest with you, I haven’t even thought about it that much. Recently, a good friend of mine asked me; “where have your posts been?”

Well, I’ve been busy and it was a hell of a spring.

Figurative enough, the Spring time for me was a time of transformation and change. Amongst things going on in my life, I kind of feel like I’ve personally grown too. I feel like a better, happier and healthier person. It’s been kind of transformative for me in so many ways; new job, new schedule, new interests and definitely a better outlook on life. I guess that’s the reason why I couldn’t find anything to write about on here — I’ve felt like lately that so many things have been up in the air that it’s hard to feel like this is a solid platform for my voice and my life. Why would I write about something that I didn’t believe in, wasn’t truthful and that I didn’t 100% support? Well, spring has now been over for quite sometime now and I’m past the “blooming, rainy” stage and fully embracing the happiness and warmth that comes with summer. Woah, that was deep.

I’m still into my style, but now it’s more business casual. I’m still into a healthy lifestyle, but it’s very focused on lifting and even more serious than ever. Most importantly, I’m still focused on my friends and family, and I care about them all very much.

But, I’m also doing more things that make me happy these days too and I think it’s a nice balance. I think by doing this, I’ve been able to be a better person to other people. Is that a “eureka” or narcissistic? I guess the thing is, I’ve felt worn down and always going and it’s nice to take a step back, enjoy the peace, and enjoy the little things.

I feel more blessed than ever. Blessed to have such wonderful, supportive, caring parents. Blessed to have the best friends in the world; whether you’re blood, have been in my life forever or have grown a friendship over the years; I love it and wouldn’t change it. Blessed that through tough times, friendships come back (I mean, were they even lost or just dormant?). Blessed that relationships evolve. Blessed to be healthy. Blessed to have figures in my life that are just SO wise and caring. Blessed to see things through the eyes of little ones. Blessed to have a bicep (ha), and blessed that even during times of change, the good things remain.

I’m just blessed and I’m so grateful and thankful to live the life I live.

Oh, and I’m back. 🙂